just one last dance.

Proceeding.

2012-03-04T01:58:00.001+08:00

Ohyeaaa! It's after exams, and I'm going to proceed on to year2 soon, coming this April.
Loads of anticipating but at the same time feeling fear of incapabilities and incompetence of what I'd be facing. Well, shall put all these behind my back for now. ;)

Had my last paper on 29th feb 2012! IKR, it's leap year and I'm having paper. After the papers, I went off to have a heartwarming dinner with a few of my classmates. After which, we went for a short pool session. It was totally enjoyable. It feels like a very big boulder off my shoulder.
So, after everything I head for home and wash up. Bought tidbits and travelled down to eric'a house for a stay over. Played, joked, watched shows and went to catch the "fail" sunrise HAHA.

Went home and catch a few hours of sleep, headed down to school to settle some serious matter. Meet up with a few of my girls in my poly class. Had Sakae lunch buffet, sang in teo heng from 6-10. By then I'm alrdy dead beat, I could use a bed right on the spot of anywhere. LOL.

Well as for today. I woke up and laze around on my bed for the whole morning and proceeding to lazing on my living's room sofa, watching running man on my tv screen and sound system. It was the most awesome thing. #LikeABoss *wink*
Headed down to Sembawang shopping centre's teo heng with my elder and second sister. Sang out lungs out from 10pm-1am. Walked home. And now, posting this.

Shall look for a job during this holiday :D

For now, good night ! :)

2012-02-20T21:34:00.002+08:00

Changes build you.

At the same time, tears you apart; If you're changing for the worst.

2011-12-30T02:15:00.004+08:00

30.12.2011

It's scary how fast time flies. In a blink of an eye, a year has past by like a gush of wind.

Having inexplicable feelings towards the end of year 2011 and the arrival of 2012 - wondering how would life be like for 2012.

Would it change for the better or worst. Well, of course, everyone would want the best case scenario happening to them, so do I.

To me, New year resolution does not work for me. So yea.

Hope that I will not be sloppy and spendthrift anymore - in time to come *hopefully* !

xo.

2011-11-18T21:09:00.002+08:00

At times I ask myself, " what's the point? " , repeatedly.

But there was no any model answer to this question.

It just keep linger in my mind, through over and over again.

Whatever it is, I chose to escape from reality. Yea, coward.

but, whatever. I just love to escape.

Alright. Ever since school reopens my life has been hectic.

Tiring. Going out, attending lecture, struggling through tutorials.

Worst. Report after reports.

It seem like my life is forever busy, having no breaks.

Maybe, I should just stay at home, rest and study.

Physically and Mentally drained.

Awesome September.

2011-10-13T03:32:00.002+08:00

Okay. Enough of wallowing in self-pity.

Actually, I wasn't. I was just blogging about how I'm feeling at that point of time.

I think it's time to pack up my feelings and get back to school this coming Monday.

I got my year1 sem1 results as well as GPA, wasn't quite satisfied with it. I guess it's time to wake up and study hard for the rest of my 5sem in this course. No point thinking back what I should have done and what I shouldn't. :)

Alright. I'm finally 18. Rightfully legal for almost all the things that I could do. I feel old, like really old. I don't know why, but yeah, just O.L.D. Damn it. I cannot imagine how would I feel when I really hit 20. I'm really happy on my birthday!

Grateful for all the things that my love ones had done for me.

Sister collaborating with my secondary school dearest classmates to have a surprise on my birthday itself. Throwing a mini-party for me.

Two days later bringing me to East Coast park for a ride on the bicycle. It was a blast. Cycled a total of, estimated, 27km. It was a great experience. The aftermath was sore butts, like duh.

So they blinded folded me, brought me to the BBQ pit and sprayed cream on my arms and legs. And, I wanna thanks my best-friend, Erick, for buying the vodka ! (over-priced though ;/)

Okay, in short I'm just grateful to have such a bunch of friend and family members that I have right now. :)

It's such a pity that my Sem holidays are coming to an end :(

September is awesome with the presence with dearest people around me. Going out, having fun.

October is as great, it's my birthday month. :)

Shall end post here.

*worried for my o level English :( *

All broken.

2011-09-28T23:43:00.001+08:00

So, even your dearest and closest let you down.
How would you even have the faith to trust, etc.
Trust, not just five alphabets. It holds more than it seem to be.

Very disappointing.

I wonder.

2011-09-20T02:22:00.001+08:00

Why am I the way I am.
Soft hearted.
Naive.
I bet no words are able to describe "me"

Is it that hard to have someone to be always there supporting you in what you're doing.
Giving you advice when you're in doubt or troubled.
Turning your frowns into broad and beautiful smiles.
Magically appear when you're down.
Being worried for you.
Knowing that you're actually down when you fake a smile and "I'm fine, really"
Willing to put down his/her work just to comfort/calm/meet you and make you feel better.
Telling you it's okay and you'll be fine.
Giving you that big fat tight hug and stroke your back gently.
Making sure you're fine.

Maybe, it's just me.
Sometimes, even I myself feel that I'm very difficult to understand. So how can I expect others to understand me well?
I should love myself more than I love others, seriously.
I feel that I sound like a spoilt brad, selfish ass. But that's how it was suppose to be from the start right?

Being a 'people' person is real tiring. I swear.

Kay, goodnight ...

always & forever an option

Holidays.

2011-09-17T01:42:00.001+08:00

I'm having my semestral break now! Pretty glad that it is such a long break.

Before my break I was practically studying like some mad women for my papers. And the worst part of it was that I had all the papers line up in a week. Not forgetting my O'level English oral examination.

As for my semestral exams, I guess I'd be able to pass and at least get a decent GPA. I swear I'd work hard for my results for next sem! I MUST!!

Worrying for my English paper in a month time. I guess I screw my oral examination the other day. Sigh. Well shall just let it be and work hard for my written paper. Even though I know I will not do well...

Started off my holiday with a few outing with my beloved friends, attending class chalet and NDP chalet. I love spending quality time with people. It makes me feel Complete. Working at northpoint as a mooncake promoter, 牛车水大中国. It was a great experience there first time being a promoter, impress with myself. I did not know I could promote products. Well never try never know, right?

Now, I'm jobless and is too lazy to work. I could have gotten myself another job. However, I feel that I should concentrate on partying, English, strings and alone time for one month of my holiday!

I can't wait for all the outings that are awaiting for me !

Ps/ Ohyea! I've got my Dslr :D

Never Open Up To Anyone.

2011-06-30T02:08:00.002+08:00

Lyin' here with you so close to me
It's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe
I'm caught up in this moment, caught up in your smile

I've never opened up to anyone
So hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms
We don't need to rush this, let's just take it slow

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
No, I don't want to push too far

Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby, I'm alright with just a kiss goodnight

I know that if we give this a little time
It'll only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
It's never felt so real, no, it's never felt so right

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
No, I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far

Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby, I'm alright with just a kiss goodnight

No, I don't want to say goodnight
I know it's time to leave
But you'll be in my dreams
Tonight, tonight, tonight

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far

Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby, I'm alright

Oh, let's do this right with just a kiss goodnight
With a kiss goodnight, kiss goodnight

Emotions inflicted, I don't know why.

Uncontrollable thoughts hit me hard, I don't know why.

Things that were suppressed burst out into the sky, like how the stars filled the skies.

Shining bright above me, it's so hard to look away.

So beautiful yet torturing to have a glance at it.

Now, give me any reason for me to prolong the glance,

for it may kill me with its stunning glow.

Too good to be true, nothing ever felt this way.

I say, mastering the "Art of Suppression" sure work. Temporarily.

You'll never know how long you can hold it in, deep down.

You're immune to it, and gradually you'll 'adapt' to suit the lifestyle.

You know, I know, We all know.

Heart, it is a very strong muscle I believe.

Try -Asher Book

2011-06-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

1111 

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you’re the one would you believe me
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don’t leave me
The world is catching up to you
while you're running away to chase your dream
Its time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
and maybe im not ready

CHORUS
but I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
we’ve been hiding enough

if I sing you a song would you sing along
or wait till im gone , oh how we push and pull
if I give you my heart would you just play the part

or tell me it’s the start of something beautiful
am I catching up to you
while you're running away , to chase your dreams
its time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
and maybe im not ready

CHORUS
but I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
we’ve been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

2x Huh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh huh huhhh

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you’re the one would you believe me

2011-06-03T22:39:00.002+08:00

Dearest June, will be great.

I'd like to smile everyday just like this ^

I've come to realization that poly life isn't as simple as we view as a third party in the past. This path is as difficult as you're in a Junior College(JC), just that in a JC you only need to work hard for your A levels while poly is just pure constant work. Testes every/any where, marks are accounted into your GPA. Every test you have to take it seriously and feel so tense up being afraid that it might affect your GPA. Maybe I set my goals too high, but I wouldn't want to end up being unable to get into a University. Wasting my 3years, doing nothing. Well, I don't have much goals or ambition for now, I guess by having a goal to get into a University will give me the drive to do what I'm suppose to. Seriously, I'm a little lost. But, whatever.

If only life would be a bed of roses, everyone will be living peacefully and no natural disasters occurring in the world. That would be prefect. However, there's nothing perfect in this world.

I'm glad that I'll be having term break on the 3rd and 4th week of June, while others are having a month break I'm only given two pathetic weeks. What's worst, I'll being having my common test right after the term break. Tell me what kind of term break is this, sigh.

Lately I've been emotionally unstable. I've no idea why is that so. I've been looking back at all the photos. Smiling to myself, all those memories. Maybe I'm too sentimental.

To think of it, I guess everything was not suppose to be so. Not worthwhile.

Shall stop typing ! :o) BYE!

You broke it all.

2011-05-15T22:34:00.007+08:00

It's mid-may people! ^I love this picture! Because my calf looks small :D

This first half of the month has been rather hectic for me. Sleeping everyday at almost 2am and waking up at about 7am the next day -- This vicious cycle continues for the whole week and is making me feel so drained and exhuasted.

All the lectures are killing me, literally, especially Biology, both cell and human. The worst part is I don't even have the time to do self-revision. For the pass 4weeks, all the notes are left aside. All I do and think about is to sleep or do my quizes online. This is a kind of mental torment. Well, I just have to adjust and adapt to it.

On a lighter note, I finally get to crash Universal Studios Singapore, USS, with my family. However, sad to say, my eldest sister was not able to join us there :( I would say, it's a time well spent together on a beautiful saturday, 14/05. The weather was partly cloudy, a perfect day for our outing! However, I didn't get to experience all the rides there, the queuing of rides are time consuming. Shall visit the USS someday again! Thought of buying the express tickets, but, I learnt that I can only sit once of each ride for the express rides so I dropped that idea for my next trip there!

Lets sing CHEERS for week 5 of school, because I'm having E-learining week! This means that I've no lesson nor school. However, I have to go back for GSM, cca and the school organised classouting to pulau tekong(?), Feel like a joke now. RORLOLMAO.

I should be sleeping now, but I'm wide awake. For that, I have to thank myself for sleeping my whole Sunday away! I'm disappointing myself so much ever since school started. After spending my whole Saturday out with my family excluding my eldest sister, I am ought to spend my Sunday studying, revising and doing my reports/homeworks.

It's amazing how long it took me to type this post. So much for distractions.
Oh yea, was glad to meet Tiffany, XiuZhen, Eric, Xun Zheng and Soon Huat this week:)
And, I koi-ed when I was down ^^Y
AND, I got my Iphone4 White :)

Knock me down,
xoxo.

New Start.

2011-05-01T03:41:00.004+08:00

Let's welcome May!

I've been schooling since 18th April. Before school starts, I had an orientation in school, NYP, for two days. This two days allow me to see how different people from different parts of Singapore work, like how they handle things and their reaction to certain situations. I would say my class is somehow bonded during the 2days of day camp. It's pretty cool that people of different perspective and character can come together and befriends. After these two weeks of school, we've become even closer. I'm certainly glad that I, somehow, is able to blend in with them, a bunch of crazy yet fun people. However, I can feel the pressure around them as they're much more hardworking and clear of what they want in life than I do. I've to brush up my chemistry, physics and biology. Blame it on myself for not being able to take biology during my secondary school days. I feel a little lagged behind as every science I'm doing now is all pure, I've to start bucking up and stop daydreaming during lectures. Putting in extra effort is another issue. Also, I'll be having test on week3 which is the following week on Physical & Inorganic Chemistry, it'll be counted into my GPA. I, seriously, hope that I can do well in it.

I've been thinking of which CCA I should join. Sprint kayak? or other ccas. I'm afraid I'd turn much tanner than now. And, I might turn more muscular :O However, the seniors told us that being in Sprint Kayak team, we all have endurance training which means we'll be lean and not muscular. I don't know what's holding me back. Blame it on my indecisiveness, perhaps.

I miss my secondary school friends so much! Hope we will still stay in touch throughout our 3years of poly life :) xoxo.

On a lighter note, it's may! I'm getting my IPhone4 White, hopefully, soon! :D

I guess if the white one is out of stock I might be getting the black one instead, since it has got no difference in their function and I can easily put on covers on it. Monday's a public holiday, which means no school! (Y) I finally bought my new wallet too! :)

Ciao! ♥

PS/ Super looking forward to getting my new phone!!!!!

Fun will eventually come to an end.

2011-04-04T22:24:00.006+08:00

Now, Back to reality.

^I don't know why, but, I exceptionally love this picture a lot.

10days in China. Somehow, I did enjoyed myself there even though there was some unhappy moments. Overall, it was a fun-filled trip :) After the plane touched down, my mother's colleague's friend was there to drive us to Beijing and stay in a hotel. Before getting into the car, the wind blew towards us, it was so cold that I can feel my spine shivered. Stay in Beijing for about 3days. Just walking around the tourist attractions, those streets that sells those snacks and climb the 'Great Wall Of China', it was a difficult task as I was wearing my heel leather shoe, nevertheless, I managed to climb one part of it. The steps were very steep and some were very tall, I seriously wonder how the soldiers run up till the end in the pass to report if there's any enemy invading the country to the General.
Alright, then came the sad thing. Initially, we were suppose to take the train to Dalian on the 2nd night. However, my luggage was left on the tour bus during the visits to the various attractions. We ended up changing the train tickets and left for Dalian on the 3rd day. We didn't took the plane there because I have not took a train, Huo Che, before. It was a good experience for me, thankyou mom. The journey was 11hours. We reached San Shi Lin and my mother's colleague father came to drive us to his house.

The first thing I did when I stepped into his house was to visit the rest room, had a very bad stomach ache. His father's cutlery skills was quite good, he served us all three meals everyday. I was well-fed over there! I had the chance to experience village life and a slower pace of life, the scenery, of course the night sky that was filled with stunning stars. :)
In conclusion, I blade, sat on pirate ships, 'peng peng' car, ate like a pig, drove a car and did many things there :)

After everything, took a plane from Dalian airport to Beijing international airport. Then 7hours and I'm back to Singapore. The first thing that hit me when the plane touched down was the heat. OMG. Even though it's at night, the heat was unacceptable to me. I was perspiring even in the airport. Sounds crazy, I know. Mom says she wants to go back there in a year or two years time ._. Hope we'll explore everything by that time.

Now back to reality. I've made the payment for English O' Levels. I hope that I'll not make the wrong decision. Fighting!

One last week, xo.

This I Promise You.

Exhausted

2011-03-21T00:10:00.005+08:00

A hectic yet enjoyable week.

For the whole of this week, I have been out almost everyday. The worst thing is it's around town area. Walking around the same few malls until I can memorize where are the shops in each mall already! Power not?! I think it's all crap, I believe there are people who knows more and have better memory than me.

Lately, I've been visiting NewYork NewYork for lunch and dinner way too many times ! I think I'll get sick of it sooner or later! I need to find some day out, to have vegetarian food as a meal. This month have been way too sinful for me, all the calories consumed without any exercising session.

Kbox. Food. Sending my phone to repair and collecting it back. Shopping. Lepaking. All these pretty much sum up my whole week :)
I'm rather happy this week as I'm having hell lots of fun with my beloved friends before flying off later, to Beijing. Caught Big Momma with Jess ytdy!
I can assure you guys that this movie is worth the ticket, you guys should catch it :o) Had quite a lot of laughter in the theater. If any of you guys is down, I urge you to catch this movie.

Alright, I'm done updating. I hope these 10days in Beijing would be a fun-filled one. Everywhere I go there would be wireless for me to check twitter and facebook! However, I heard that China bans facebook, total turn off. ( Thinking about the impossible, LOL )

Maybe in this 10days I will be able to wake up, my idea, from my dreamland and start thinking about my future. Sincerely, I do hope that it'll be a good and safe trip over there with a lot of place for me to shop and enjoy the scenery.

Alright, Time for some sleep ! xo.

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming

Too much of a thought.

2011-03-13T01:51:00.006+08:00

Having the urge to blog now. So here I am, sorting out what I want to post about in mind. Now, I shall begin to type .
Another month had just passed. It's a new month, march, now.
Just had the WOLVES chalet, held last week. Had a 'mini celebration' for the march males babies! I believe everyone had their part of fun during the chalet. Many thanks to Deon for booking the chalet! This is the only chalet that I will have a chance to go home and bathe, which I feel that it's relatively good deal for me :p

For this month, I merely worked as stock takers for a few days. Earning quite little which means I'll have less money to shop for clothes and things that I want/need. Personally, I don't think I should keep spending the money I earned during holidays. Maybe I should keep them for rainy days? Sounds like a good idea. But I doubt I will be able to resist the temptation of getting myself things that I need ! Well, shall save bit by bit.

Previously, I was facing problems enrolling myself into NYP, tedious work etc. Now, I'm facing problems deciding on where to I should get my laptop, so I went over to Suntec to look for laptops. Apparently, they only sell laptops solely, without any Microsoft incentives. I made up my mind after discussing with my sister and choose to buy from my school's roadshow. Initially, I was still worrying about when is my school's roadshow, ended up cursing my school. Coincidentally when I go pass Yio Chu Kang, they sent me an sms about the roadshow. LOL WTF !

I've been playing and enjoying a lot for this long break. I guess, It's time to get back to reality and think about my future, about what I'm suppose to do. What I am required to. What do I need if I want to get into a university. What is best for me and what I should strive for.
I guess I was too lazy or I should say, I'm avoiding all these damn questions. I hate to do decision making, however, this time round I can't be lazy/reluctant to.
Everyone's so serious, yet I am here fooling around. SMH to CYL.
At times, I feel like a loser. I'm not being responsible enough for myself. Fk that shit.

Should I retake my English this year/next year/2years later? Big question to me now.
Problem. Am I confident? Do I have the motivation to fight on _l_
Okay, no point complaining and crying over a spill milk when I was the one who did not put in much effort for it, in the first place. Regrets? No, I shouldn't be wasting time regretting. I should be using the time to think of solutions and strategies for what I'm on.

Goodnights, xo !

Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breathe away.

Huraaay !

2011-02-25T15:43:00.005+08:00

Hello ! I've been wanting to blog since last week. However, I just couldn't find time and unable to blog using my elder sister's computer.
Ever since Jan, I've been working under e-werk, shop and dine @ SMRT. It is to promote the various xchanges at the MRT stations. Well, it's an easy job. I just have to 'entertain' the people when they come by and smile :)
This event is going to end ! Elated yet worried, as I've to look for another job to work for a month which is very difficult. Maybe I'll just rest and not work for march :) Take it as a month rest time in preparation of admitting into poly :O
I am looking forward to march, all the fun is coming to my way ! I hope I don't just rot my march away. oh so no life.
I've been admitted into Nanyang Poly - Pharmaceutical Sciences. Seriously, Damn it. The enrollment process is so tedious and frustrating. I don't know how many times I've cursed and swear just by doing the payment. Thank god, my dad handle and read up the enrollment package. And, thanks Eric and his father ! Well, now I'm left with the accepting the course and typing in the details, also, mailing the essential information over to NYP and I'm done!
Now is all left with shopping to do and improving my english standard.

I know it's not going to be easy.
You could never understand.

Freedom.

2010-12-19T20:54:00.003+08:00

Exhaustion.
Oh dear. I didn't expect that working for the whole week is so tiring. Especially Friday to Sunday. I've to wake up earlier than normal school time and travel down to queenstown. Well, I got to start hunting for other jobs already.
Mad tired. Next Week will be a very packed week. *faints.

xo, bye!

:(

2010-12-10T22:42:00.002+08:00

Life Is Not Always A Bed Of Roses.

Finally, today is friday ! TGIF :)
Supposingly last day of work but they extended. Next Monday to Thursday. I'll use the weekends to pray that workload will be light and slack. I'm having muscle aches now. Today is pay day (Y), Happy max. Hope my weekends will be spent carefully. Maybe I'll go blading on sunday at EastCoastPark. Thinking If I should go alone or ask some people along. Hmmm..

Alright! Xo - bye!

Close yet distant.
The extreme opposite.

2010-12-08T21:03:00.005+08:00

Christmas is around the corner, people !

I'm finally not jobless. For this week. Working from monday to firday. And, the everyday for the following week. Ohman, I've been spending way too much on food. I guess most of my pay is spent on food than on recreations for myself. I guess I've to take out sometime for myself to reflect and out with friends for some games or so. I have to go for some shopping spree too!

I think I've been way too eccentric lately. Ohwell.

Work tmr. xo, bye!

Ps/ HAPPY BIRHTDAY DADDY ! x3

I'll be back.

2010-11-29T17:33:00.003+08:00

If Only Life Would Seem As Carefree As The Wind. ^

It's after the O'level, I've decided to come back to blogger. It has been a few weeks after O's. Personally, I feel that life is still as busy. Practically going out every single day, have yet to spend quality time with my family. Well, no difference. They're always as busy. Bahhhh.

I'm jobless and spending money like how water flows, cool bananas.
Whole week packed.

Keep wanting to go over to east coast park to blade alone. Laziness hit me.

xo, bye!

nostalgic

2010-09-04T01:15:00.003+08:00

It takes two hands to clap.

Even if we've stretched our hands out to save the one whom is drowning, yet there's not response. The other party doesn't wants to reach out for the hand. We can't do anything.

The only thing we could is either hold on or let go.

Another alternative option.

Keep trying.

xo,

YL.

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer-

2010-09-02T03:08:00.002+08:00

I find this rather meaningful, so I decided to post it.

Pencil: You know, I'm really sorry.

Eraser: Sorry for what? You didn't do anything wrong!

Pencil: Well, every time when i make a mistake, you will be there to erase my mistake. But, as time pass by, part of you are gone.

Eraser: You see, I'm made to do this. Even though I know one of this day I'll be gone, and you have to replace me with another. I'm still happy to do this job. So don't be sad, it worries me (:

True Friends-

Upon reading this, some thought came by. Well :)

time check: 3.14 am.

There's so much to type. But for now, I shall end here.

xo.

Left, Right ?

2010-08-29T04:14:00.003+08:00

Give me reasons, to prove me wrong.

Always a distance, I pull through.

A sudden thought, allow me to stumble down.

A moment of folly, excuse me.

A slight glance, sign of relief.

Indifferent, Ignorance.

Indignant, left unsaid.

Mixed feelings, aid me.

Certain songs, memories.

Sudden rush of nostalgia grew, had to suppress.

Attacked, again and again. Suppression doesn't seems to work this time round.

Change of sight, would/might seem better.

True enough. Yet, It isn't as simple as expected and planned.

The plot given for myself, wasn't as easy to be carry out.

Well, predicted to have this day. Just that It came too early, too soon to be true.

Friend. Yes, I Miss You.

Old you. Cheerful, flawless smile & tlc etc etc.

Even so, I've so much to talk about. Yet, none of them would clearly convey how I feel, deep down.

----------

Cuz' I'm closing up and not gonna open like how I used to be.

Whenever you knock me down, I'll not stay on the ground.

Pick it up, Never Say Never.

*failed.

Bed of roses?

2010-08-14T01:39:00.002+08:00

So much to say.

Stoned by gravity.

Sudden rush of mixed feelings grew,

it kinda messed my focused mind up.

Have fun decoding!

BYE, xoxo.

Actually, I, myself, don't know what am I referring to. HA.

mind over heart?

2010-08-10T01:06:00.003+08:00

The worst part of life is,

when you're knocked down, yet not having the strength to get up.

You know it well yourself, by any means, you have to stand up.

Knowing it, yet, unable to do it.

Yes, telling yourself you must, you should.

It doesn't turns into actions, pointless.

Unable to get through, get on feet.

Gets you no where.

So what is it now,

Being beaten by the devil, K.O-ED ? Loser, I'm.

In need:

- Strength.

- Brain Cells.

- Warmth.

- Silence.

forlorn.

2010-08-08T10:54:00.003+08:00

Hi.

Lately, I've been in deep thoughts, most of the time.

Be it walking, working, bathing, whatever it is.

I've been thinking, what if. What has, what was. Etc etc.

My family, My friends. All of my love ones.

My studies, my future - bleak.

My motivations were like sugar rush, they weren't consistent.

Messy room, table. Everything jumbled up. Books every where,

It's like world war V. The feeling of dejection.

With every move you take, you feel that you have to breathe in so deeply

that you find it redundant to. Drag yourself to everywhere anywhere

you're suppose to head to. Thud voices. Total lost of words.

If you're confident, it's half the battle won. No, I'm not.

So, Wasssup. I've no plans, no goals.

It's not getting me far, in fact, It kept me standing on the same spot - Since, the start of the year.

Dwell in the past, unlike me. Shoo!

Always telling people, to feed on past failures and get up on their feet. To fight, again.

Never once, I did that for myself. I realize, I'm still harping on my past failures.

This year, is a bad year. Fml.

Enough of ranting, It took me almost an hour to type all these shit up there.

come' on, some angel should just appear right now.

I felt better after typing things out be it on my phone or my blog.

I really wished that I'd be able to turn back time. Turn back when I was a toddler.

It's when I just learn how to read/write/walk etc etc, primitive stage for life. Or, back to lower secondary days. I miss those days, well. It's naive to even have these thoughts, because, time doesn't pause and rewind.

Shall end this post with.

I love my Dad, Mom, Dajie and Erjie.

I want family outing, all that I yearn for. Nothing more, no greed.

bye!

2010-07-28T17:33:00.000+08:00

Hi.

I'm neither a toy, dog nor puppet.

2010-07-27T22:15:00.002+08:00

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz !

Towards certain stuffs, certain things, certain matter.

I don't really wish to give a damn, shit or whatever about it.

Somehow, why do i even bother when the others don't give a damn about it.

Like shit bodohz.

K, enough ranting.

bye!

2010-07-19T18:50:00.003+08:00

Prelim 1 is finally over.

Wanted to post using my phone, however, whenever i go to blogger.com. My phone will tend to shut down. I don't know what the heck is wrong with my phone. Super disappointed!

I got myself a new phone :) E72. Initially, was reluctant to get it. Wanted BlackBerry instead, however I wasn't the one whom is renewing my plan ):

Well, nevermind. Give it a go. Like what my dad said, I can get whatever I want and like when I'm out, the society. *cross fingers!

Was quite happy with the few papers that I've taken back. As I know it deep in my heart that I didn't study or revise for my prelim one papers. So even if i failed, I've no regrets. I've to face the music by myself, alone. It's my responsibility. Shall keep track of the results that I've gotten for prelim 1 and compare with prelim 2 ! :-)

Stay high and strong, ever ready to fight the war.

2010-07-03T11:51:00.002+08:00

Some random thoughts came across my mind.

I wish to stay alone at a well designed house.

I can blast my music with better audio system.

Whole living room, whole flat on my own.

So Cool ! (Y)

Yes, erratic. I don't care :)

until face down,

y :)

2010-06-23T11:02:00.007+08:00

Hi !

For this whole week. I've failed to wake myself up from my lovely dreams and cozy bed. To get started to set my mind at ease to study or should I say, start my revision. Look, it's already june! FML. All the temptations, laptop, music, surfing the net. Etc Etc!

Alright, get to work.

I think that my house can sing K. Because I've this in built sound system. Just that I'm lack of mike and the music/lyrics etc. In future, I will leave a room for leisure. eg. singing k, watch movie, jamming, reading books etc etc. I think my house will be filled with black, white, grey and orange! Yup, that's about it. Enough of typing.

xoxo,

Y :)

Cuz, keeping inside's killing me.

2010-06-17T12:25:00.001+08:00

Down with flu & sore throat.

Wanna blog. Yet, having nothing on mind to post about.

Ok, I feel happy now typing. ROLF.

Yes, retarded -____-

Stay tune!

xoxo,

Keep knocking

2010-06-06T19:59:00.004+08:00

Yeh, alright. Finally have the chance to blog :)

Last month, I'm done with my F&N practical. Found out that I've the passion for baking. And, heard that my parents are going to get a oven, hope they do. Mommy and me will be able to bake during the holidays after my O levels! I'm seriously looking forward to it.

June holidays, first two weeks is contributed to school for ECP. Our new vice-principle name it extra care program(if i didn't remember it wrongly. LOL) Stern looking guy. The first week of ECP was hectic. However, some teachers were not present. Which didn't really hit the aim of the ECP. I hope that this week's ECP will be a fruitful one! :-)

I felt that I hadn't been studying for the past few days. Or should I say, I hadn't been revising my work for the first half of year ;x Feel seriously back of time. Desperately needs to get back the drive I had last year, for my N's. Maybe, I need some things to ignite the drive in my. Oh wells :x

F&N coursework not done.

Revision not done.

TYS not done.

Shaking fats, Not done.

Kbox Ftw!

xoxo,

2010-06-04T16:15:00.000+08:00

Hi, I wanted to blog.

However, time is not on my side.

Shall post another day or maybe tonight

Stay tune ;-)

xoxo,

hehehehe.

impossible, is nothing.

2010-05-15T23:39:00.009+08:00

A Sunny Saturday. Just realise that I've not been blogging since 8th April. Well, the recent weeks were hectic for me. As usual, I'm dying due to coursework. MT O'level is nearing, due in 17 days. Rather afraid that I might not be able to get the grade that I wished to. You ripe what you sow, I hope it's true. Everything about school seems to be going well for me. Except for my life, it isn't. How cool and true is it.

Today went to study with N and Yz. Followed by meeting T, Ek and Qd :-)

Went to Warren.GCC to do some chinese and a-math, it was a conducive place for studies and revision. After which, went back to cck mac and ate happy chicken nugget meal with an addition of double cheese burger. I'm feel bloated even until now. Alright, I'm done updating. Gotta sleep now, tuition tomorrow. I must practice on my muffins and dishes ;(

Had this urge to swim recently. Thanks to DYM, I can't swim. Idiot. However, soon, I'll stop this itch in my heart, no worries ;D Saturday, please arrive as quick as possible.

Now you want to be free,

so I'm letting you fly.

Cause, you know.

Our love will never die, no.

where's the light?

2010-04-08T20:47:00.002+08:00

Ok, found out that my blog is super duper uber dead. So, i decided to type some pathetic letters now :)

Last month was hectic. Really, sometimes I hate myself for being such a lousy person. Lousy stamina and endurance. O' level year, yet, endurance is running out. Oh-So-Cool. Hope to recharge the battery ;-)

Having a hard time with my F&N coursework now, It's tiring. Really. TSK.

Next up, all the subjects are being gone through with bullet train's speed. Kinda hard to catch up. Had to do lots of self-studying! Homeworks, are flowing in like water to us... bla bla bla.

Had napfa 5 item, tuesday, was quite okay. Though I think I did better in the past. Still, wasn't a disappointment. Did not fail, around my old scores :D

Currently : Fretting about my F&N coursework.

Needs : Ample time to be spared!

Ok, gotta get back to my precious homeworkssss.

There goes singaporean kids, nothing but homeworks :)

BYEEEEEEEEEE ~

2010-03-15T12:22:00.003+08:00

Today mark the start of march holidays.
Or should I say, saturday is alrdy the start of the march holidays.
Well, as usual, holidays are packed and mostly burnt by school/cca!
Hope that there would be lots of fun towards the end or
best still, the through out the whole holiday ;-)

Went for the entertainment award thingy on saturday. The seat was terrible man. However, everything was great. Somehow H-I-G-H. Tiring though, xoxo.

Gotta get my phone fixed. & hopes everything is great :-D
ciao!

2010-03-05T23:49:00.003+08:00

HI! Finally had the time to update. I feel that my blog is seriously so dead. Aww :(
Last month was hectic. Lots of campcraft comp training. On the actual day, it was a turn down for me. Really very disappointed with what I've done. Sigh, we could have done better. Oh well, it has passed already, forget it. Well, I was left with only sunday onwards to study for my common test which started on tuesday.
Rushed through like some mad dog. However, midway. Was really not in mood for any studying. Ended up staring into space when everyone else beside me, head was buried into the books. :/
Alright, time really flies. I'll update more of my feelings and thoughts or maybe happenings through tweeter. Though, I can't reply :/ At least some where to share my thoughts and maybe let my words/feelings out :)
1Good and Bad news for myself -_________-
March holidays is coming, but it's almost burnt by me staying in school. Or going back for extra lessons. Damn it. HAHAHA.
I'm really looking forward to the motivational workshop, wonder how is it like. Or how well, can it motivate me. Since, I've been such a lazy bum for the past 2month :/

Ok, that's about it. I'm really drained.
Goodnight people!

Still, I want to know why.

2010-02-04T21:33:00.002+08:00

It's been long since I've updated! Okay, I'm trying to do my F&N research. However, was and still being, very much distracted by all sorts of the Internet resources can offer. E.g. Blog, Facebook etc. Maybe, It's because I hadn't been using the Internet lately, that's why I'm so glued onto other websites. Actually, feeling discouraged to do my coursework. & Many other subjects -_- Well, life. HA!
Well, for the past few weeks. Thursday is the only day free or maybe not, sometimes still having remedial. Monday, Wednesday and Fridays committed to CCA. Busy Busy. Though I've been sleeping at early hours, it doesn't seems to work. Cuz, before the day ends, I'll be drained out.
School has been a chore to me, seriously, I don't know why. Everyday I wake up with the ' Sigh, It's school day AGAIN' < LOL. K, shall stop the rant. Go dig your ears :)
Argh, my timing for 2.4km serious sucks. Stamina = disgusting.

31st Jan' 10 - Cousin's wedding :)
Was really cool to me. First wedding for my generation! &I think I'm a lousy receptionist. LOL

k, damn me. It's 10pm now. Must do research! x_x
hate to defecate! LOL.
Somethings are uncontrollable, maybe it's just fate.
byeeeeeeeee :(

Travesty.

2010-01-23T13:31:00.004+08:00

Life.
How happening can it be, depends on how you make it happen.ok! I'm going to post some random pictures.

For the past few weeks of my Olevel year. I felt that it's really sucky. Trying super hard to get the gist of everything that what every teacher is trying to teach and impart to us. Sometimes I had the drive to study yet it was just a interim.

Ok, shall cut the crap and start doing something before another disappointment starts to haunt me down and create another catastrophe.

I hate to see everything to be this way. Well, it's something I cannot change back as before.

Haa, study ! :) :/

5B

2010-01-05T16:28:00.004+08:00

~~New School~~.
New Start.
New Class.
New Level.
New Aims.
New Goals.
New Mindset.
New Ideas.
New Eyesight.

Well, I'm in 5B'10 this year. I'm actually glad to be in it, at the same time feeling unhappy due to not facing the same faces :( It takes time to get used to it anyway, right? What is Life to you, have you ever wondered or even think about it? If no, head for the answer then ! I won't be distracted during lesson and shut myself.

SCHOOL, BYE.
-'- , I want my life.

2010-01-01T18:42:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRRR.

Woke up @ 11am and dress up went to cousin's birthday party. Lazy elaborate :/ LOL. Shall post one of my retarded photo with my fav orange! Ignore my face -.-

I spent my last few hours of 2009 In the cinema watching The Treasure Hunter, It's definately worth the $, cuz it's entertaining and kinda sweet.

on the 30th!
Went to Pasir Ris Park for NPCC unit BBQ. It was rather fun ! I love roller blades :) Cuz, It's been long since I've blade! :D :D WEEE. Hohoo. Had water bombs sessions , thanks to juniors for plastics, LOL. After which, went to lan with Bok, Ch, Sh, Js, D & Jy :) Before that, had a drink with Sh. Was a bit giddy , LOL. Empty stomach is like that one. So they played L4D2, didn't join the game reason being, I always DIE in the gameeeee ! :/ Supposingly, we wanted to take the Night Rider home, however, It wasn't fri/sat/sun! Ended up have to stay out for the night :( We're like really smelly ! Was really bored as we've got nothing better to do, wtf. LOL, ended up going to Orchard Tower to check it out :) Waited till the first train and HOME! :)

Monday's nearing, dreading alrdy. Roar X__________,____________X

i'm all about you.

2009-12-29T15:21:00.004+08:00

Came across this song , I'm all about you.

It's been long since I listened to it. ^^ Me likes it.

I MUST , STOP

-sleeping & waking up LATE.
-procrastinating my study/reading/exercising time.

-thinking about having fun.

-fooling around.

-sprouting vulgarities.
-being stupid.

-wasting my life, instead, start bucking up.

-being spendthrift.

-eating like a pig.

-growing FAT.

-falling in love.

&&Sigh, the year'09 is left with 2days. Didn't really enjoyed my holidays, for i-don't-know-what-reasons. HA, how ironic. Maybe, travesty is the word. OK! Once again, I announce I'm happily rotting @ home :D

I miss the good old days.

I miss lower sec.

I miss sec4.

I miss everyone.

I miss the old-self.

I miss my friends.

I miss darl.

I miss you.

solve for nothing

2009-12-29T00:43:00.004+08:00

MONDAY, 28/12/09
Last saturday, I went to meet my Family @ 313. I forget to post about this!

I met this awesome lady, she's 68years of age this year. She's wearing very 'IN' style of dress code, put on make up beautifully in F21. Does Bagpack journey, marathons, swimming and hiking! I want to be her friend, but I forget to take down her contact! omg, I salute her :D

Watched Alvin & the Chipmunks w. Ch! Too lazy to elaborate. It's rather hilarious @ certain parts.

Full Stop :)

-Mad for nothing, nothing, nothing.

stop shaking.

2009-12-27T16:06:00.004+08:00

Today;

Slept: 2am. Woke: 2pm *likes* Practically, stayed at home and rot. Msn, Face Book, Blogger, Live Journal, Tumblr, Phone and Sms.

Bitch;Erick is being autistic in msn ! Two Msn accounts, Talking to oneself. HAHAH. I must admit, I've such hilarious friend. Indeed fortunate, loves till the end! xoxo. To this dude, Cheer up and enjoy yourself alright! All the best :)

Awaits for , Xiang Re Kui De Yue Ding @ 9.30pm! :D SO SWEETX.

& Hi My Sweetheart ep 9 ;) in 6hours time!

Yesterday: 26/12/09.

Wanted to wake up early in the morning to accompany my Sister to the doctor. However, mum decided not to wake me up from my sweet dreams. So, I woke up at around 11am and joined them @ somerset 313 :) Rushed my way through and reach in 1.3hrs time! After which, shopped around various shops. Got a dress @ F21 :) Me love it a lot! *twist* After which went to food junction had my brunch! And continue walking around then off for dinner I suppose, too early for dinner. Brought Grandmother home and headed for AMK hub. Walk around with Mummy first before meeting CheeHong, JianSheng and SoonHuat.

Wanted to catch Bodyguards Assassin @ 7.30pm. However, we went to look around for SMTH. Ended up tickets were all sold. Decided to train down: Dhouby Ghaut. The guys played lan, while I play Djmax. Headed back to AMK and caught the movie at 10.05pm. Ended up no train home after the movie. Thanks daddy for bringing me home :D Personally, I felt that the movie was rather boring. I don't really understand the movie, seriously. It's like why an hour, what are they discussing and stuffs. However, their fighting skills and stuffs was not-bad. Really, feel kinda wasted 2hours for the movie, with adult rate for tickets. I'd rather watch Princess and The Frog , LMAO, It's not childish or kiddy. Oh please.

能不能給我一首歌的時間

緊緊的把那擁抱變成永遠

(L)

2009-12-24T13:53:00.002+08:00

Go out
Don't.
Go out
Don't.

._. sian.
I've a sian-ed feeling whenever, ppl ask me out. Maybe it's due to going out everyday ?
Sian is the thing that occupying all my vision now. GOD DAMN IT :)

--
Decided not to go out with friends! Daddy's back, half day. He was considering if he should get a iPhone. Being the usual me, Ofcourse. I'll persuade my dad to get it , Cuz ended up I'll be using it :P Ended up, He told me : You Olevels get a few As for me then I'll get for you. Okay, bubble burst :( My initial plan was, when he get the IPhone, I'll end up using it. SIGH a million times!
How disappointing and heart breaking can it be :( Nvmd, I can survive with my current phone perfectly in any case. :D

avatar

2009-12-23T20:45:00.004+08:00

What comes after Today, Tomorrow, The Future.

Woke up in the afternoon, went down to meet Ch. Thanks A lot for coming down to semb & helping me to pass the slips to Bok :) After which, went down to khatib to meet Yt. Headed to AMK. Initally, wanted to head for bishan for Avatar. However, We're late for the movie slot. LOL. Decided to have our brunch at New York New York, Instead. Ok, it's a hole in my pocket. After which, went down to bishan and back to AMK. Went to the library and caught Avatar @ 5pm. It movie is really awesome, splendid, spectacular, indescribable ! I really enjoyed myself through out the whole movie. One of the few movies, I would run to the toilets to rush back, to catch the movie. Oh-How-Sweet. omg, I'm so obsessed with the movie. How I wish time would freeze at that very moment. I want be part of the Trees thingy. So cute and cool !

HOMEEEE.

who am i.

2009-12-22T23:19:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY C.YANTING! (L)Me Loves You Very Much Infinity Timeeeeeeeees! :(

It's really hard for my to accept that, the girl beside me is not going to sit beside me anymore the following year :( Thanks for taking care of me for this whole year! Though we've only know each other for 1year. Still, Thanks for all the memories. Our running sessions, heart-to-heart talks, you pinching me, you asking me to study, you scolding ppl, you motivating me study, your emaths scoring ACE guide, your face, your funny expressions and your everything :( Me will miss you very much, Meet up often! LOVES!

-----

Met them at Khatib Mrt station. After which, went to Marina Bay's Sakae Sushi. Ok, spamming of sushis :) Then off to some walking around. Grace came, went to esplanade :) Slack around that area. Thanks Cora for hearing out to whatever I've to say :) Another splendid place for drawing circles. We drew another white wishing balls again :)

& home!

P.s I need time to stabilised myself. fuck me man.

best to be.

2009-12-20T22:10:00.005+08:00

Reminiscing,
Went to celebrate for my N'level results. Parent brought us to OldChangiRoad. Had our dinner from Holy Grill. The meal was not bad! :) Thanks mummy for the treat!
I can see and feel that they were really delighted with my results. At the same time, I feel the pressure to study even harder for the upcoming year 2010. I'm really afraid I might disappoint them with unpleasant results. Sigh :( Maybe I should just let nature take it course. Study for whatever I can :)
Okay! Slept from 1am - 4pm, POWER RIGHT. LOL. However, I still feel listless and lethargic ! I think it's time for me to expand my vocabs! Feel bored, whenever I typed the same words to describe how I feel and stuffz. I spent my day today, sleeping through half of my days off and using the computer. LOL, such a loser. Thinking if, I should enjoy myself.

BYEEE

2009-12-19T16:38:00.012+08:00

Freeze the fast thumping heart a million years,

Went back for Annual End-Of-Year training on Thursday morning. Didn't really slept well these few days, before going for camp. Guess I was too nervous and worried for my results. Was counting down to 2.30pm of N'levels results. I had this feeling that my heart was going to burst out of my mouth at any point of time! Yes, I did it. I'm promoted :D Was hopping for better results(11), well I'd hit my expectations(14) though. :) Headed back for activity. Had quite some fun time with them in the camp, esp my squad mates. Elated I'm, to see some of them back for the 2ND night's campfire! :] Hahaha! Was really, excited to see them as well as the seniors. After campfire, was really super tired and felt like sleeping the moment I sat on any chair. Well, still have some Parade Marker practice thing to pull through the night. & Many THANKS to WEIBIN for buying me the coffee and Daniel for risking to climb back to school to deliver me the coffeeesss! Had a great time drinking them. Ouh, forgotten to take pictures together!:( *obviously my brains are malfunctioning due to lack of sleep* &JianSheng was so obsess with RuneScape, we all got influenced by him and started playing it in the d&t studio, with flat, wide screens accompanied by the cooling and comfortable air-conditioned environment. It was heaven to us, in a camp. :D

Break camp. CIs and Officers went for their lunch. While, Me, JianSheng, CheeHong, SoonHuat & WeiQin went for ours at BBQ Chicken. We decided to head back home for some rest! :)

&HERE I'm backkkkk!

i can be happy

2009-12-16T22:33:00.004+08:00

All the shit you put me through.Went down to Northpoint had lunch in KFC with Ch tht asshole, LOL. Ate Black Pepper Chicken buddy meal. Indeed, spicy! Saw Crystal & Veena(if i didn't get her name wrongly,LOL!) Some staff from KFC gave us a customer evaluation sheet. Ch & I, started to fill in, at first thought of giving them guai-lan answers. LMAO. After which, headed to Queensway. Look around for shoes. I think some of the shoes were like omg, my heart almost melted. Was tempted to buy, well, still, I succeed, suppressing :) Those toddlers' sport shoes were damn cute! So in loved with it, how i wish my feet were that small enough to fit in ! He got his shoes after much consideration and picking, bombarded me with various questions. Yes, FINALLY. Got nothing better to do. He's freaking hungry. Yes, guys are 24/7 EATERS, no doubts. Went to eat the Katong-Laksa, he claims that it's superb. However, i felt that it was O-K only. &&The auntie thr is super fierce ! x.x Scare the hell out of me, wtf. Feel like pig after eating so many food, nothing better to do. Headed for IKEA. We're bored enough to try on every seats out there, giving infinity comments about it. Lots of bullshit yet fun & hilarious. Got ourselves HotDog Bun each ! Took 855 then 859.
&I'm home!

Damn, Tmrw's camp :( I've yet to pack anything yet. I don't even know where the hell I threw my uniform! HAHAHAHAHHAHA :/ Gotta do some ransacking now!
Mad women in action. LOL

2009-12-15T23:59:00.007+08:00

Cool Bananazz,

NigelO, KangYiao, NigelC, Me, LiYan.

Met up with KangYiao & LiYan and headed for Kallang, met NigelChua. Took Bus11 down to KallangLeisurePark. Headed for a skate first, 2hours. It's been long since I've Ice-Skated. After which had brunch in KFC. Finally, NigelOng came. Having a tough time deciding on what to do after eating! Initially, wanted to go for Kbox. However, the time wasn't really great. Soo....! Decided to take bus back to town. Next stop: Singapore Flyer :D ! Walked through the rain until we've reached the destination. I think we had fun not in the cabin. Practically, I think we're entertaining ourselves talking about that *AHEMZ* couple. Shall not be racist here.

Finally, I'm not the shortest -.-

Retarded faces!

He cheated my feelings, we were suppose to give stupid faces! :(

BYE! Friday will be the day :(

Heart Felt.

2009-12-15T07:53:00.008+08:00

I woke up early in the morning. Having a million thoughts in mind. Drown myself with positives words to take cover all those negative ones.
Thinking, what's so great about kinship, friendship, relationship among everyone. Maybe, it's the hardest thing to juggle in life. Every time, you found yourself in a dilemma thinking if you should really pin down that person. Somehow, my heart will tend to rule my brains. I don't know if you ppl out thr feels this way, but I do.

Well, going off to meet some Hk peeps for Ice-Skating later on!

Shall, update about, Yesterday, Monday - 14.12.09.

Firstly, photoss. I love this two photos!
However, I look like some crazy women ! :/

Actually, was suppose to meet EdwinH&EricK to ride bicycle - meet yt for lunch chitchat - victor supper. Ended up, plan failed! :( Well, we still have another time! Right guys? :)

Still had fun! MrKhek & I, ended up pathetically met up ourselves and headed for summerset. Initially, wanted to catch a movie*Princess&Frog*LMAO, ended up cancelling it. Went to CoffeeClub look for Alicia @ Taka,NgeeAnnCity :D Had some drinks and slack. Off to meet Winson, had lunch @ 313. Went to Orchard Central's top level graden and camwhore! :D Back to esplanade - drew on the wishing ball - concert!

Indeed, It was an eye opener for me as a novice in music or should I say the one without music talent, attending this concert. It's performed by Western Australian Youth Orchestra & Orchestra of the Music Makers;OMM. Thanks, bitch! :)

BYEZ.

2/3days; face the music.

2009-12-13T14:11:00.002+08:00

Got tagged!

1. Are you single or attached ?
Ans : Single, HAHAHAH :b

2. Do you have a person you like ?
Ans: No, I don't think so :P

3. What is the name of the person that you're in love with ?
Ans : ..

4. If the person you love and your mum dropped into the sea,who will you save ?
Ans: Classic question. Throw float to him and save my mother!

5. Have you ever hugged someone before ?
Ans : Duh.

6. Do you love your parents ?
Ans : Hell, yeh!

7. Will you hug the one you love ?
Ans : YES.

8. Are you willing to do anything for your boyfriend/girlfriend ?
Ans : Depends.

9. Are you jealous now ?
Ans : Maybe, maybe not.

10. Who is the last person that messaged you ?
Ans : Clarice Cheng!

11. Who is your clique ?
Ans : Don't have to mention if you know me well.

12. Do you want babies in future ?
Ans : YEH, they're cute :D

13. Do you prefer Macdonald, KFC, Long John Sliver, Burger King or coffee shop ?
Ans : Depends.

14. Do you sniff glue ?
Ans : Nahs. Maybe unintentionally.

15. Do you smoke ?
Ans : No/Yes. ppl who know me well, shld know.

16. If your boyfriend/girlfriend is a 2-timer,what will you do ?
Ans : 2-time him back? lmao :P *evils.

17. Which CCA are you in now ?
Ans : NPCC

18. If you're rich, what will you do ?
Ans : Buy everything that me, family, friends and needys need.

19. If the one you're in love with, held your hand, what will you do ?
Ans : Continue holding lo.

20. If the one you love, reject you, what will you do ?
Ans : Upset, and try again!

21. What is your favourite cartoon character/s ?
Ans : Nothing in mind now. LOL

22. Friendship or Love ?
Ans : Friendship then Love.

23. Cookie monster or Elmo?
Ans : Both.

24. Do you use laptop or computer ?
Ans: Laptop. In the past, computer.

25. Do you like lollipops ?
Ans : Sometimes.

26. Do you have a diary ?
Ans : In the past.

27. There's an admirer of yours and she won't die heart, what will you do ?
Ans: Then don't die lo. What can i do.

28. If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what will you do ?
Ans : If it's really complex and unable to be sloved, break lo. But, must be gd friends. Lol.

29. Are you blur ?
Ans : I think so. Ask clique6 & close friends!

30. If you can have your hair dyed, what colour do you want it to be ?
Ans : Brown?

31. Who is the last person you chatted in your MSN ?
Ans : Forgotten.

32. How many boys/girls have you beaten before ?
Ans : Good Girl :)

33. If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore, what will you do ?
Ans : HeartBroken?

34. What school are you in ?
Ans: CCHY

35. Tag friends to do this quiz:
Too lazy to tag ppl!

Should I go for a run, It's been long since i last ran. Stamina getting worst.

It's my life.

2009-12-11T17:56:00.006+08:00

Surfed the net and was too engrossed with my songs. Therefore, went to bed at 5am in the morning. Was soundly and deep in sleep. Until a call from KellyPangz, around 12noon x.x

Continue sleeping as I was still feeling exhausted. After which went out and met Kelly at Semb Mrt station :)

Had brunch at ChongPang. Met Ch at the lan shop. Played L4D2 while Kelly play her MapleStory. OhMyGod. LOL :P Ch went off for work. Continue staying at lan till around 8pm and walked to Northpoint, Bought some snacks and headed for Beancurd City :]

While walking, we're put to hyper mode. hahaha! Loveees! Accompany her to lan again, to get her helm. O_O! Finally, home :D

Thursday,101209.

Met Ch at Semb Mrt station and headed down to Serangoon. Went to Chomp Chomp. However, we're there too early. So decided to go have our brunch somewhere esle nearby. Had Chicken Rice instead, drank the soup and burnt my tongue. WTF? Since we had so much time before the stalls open. Headed to Amk Hub and decided to catch, Perfect Getaway; Nc16.

The storyline was really good, was a expected. Kept the viewers thinking throughout the whole movie, super thrilling. *bagus!* haha! I shall rate it 4.5/5. However, there's some scenes which are really disgusting. Shall not elaborate on that. After the movie, took 136 back to Chomp Chomp. The place was packed with people. Haha! Saw YuAi with boyf i guess :) Had StingRay, Rojak, ChickenWings and SugarCane drink! YumYum :) Almost vomit, lmao.

Should be slacking on weekends. LOL. Hectic week coming up.

Results are coming out soon :(

Byee!

hate suppressing.

2009-12-09T19:48:00.003+08:00

Like The River Needs The Sea.

Woke up in the morning and accompany Mum to KK hospital for appointment. Had a brunch with her. Jap Food, if my memory doesn't fail me. haha! Roam around the shopping centres at Novena. And off for shuttle bus to the Hospital. Mummy and I was really exhaust. Cancer is really scary :(
After making payment and stuffs, mummy got to get back to work. Some super last min stuffs. Damn, was looking forward to the bonding session for that few hours. Ended being taken away by some ZZ stuffs. I shall be nice and forgiving. Sighz. Took shuttle bus back to Noevna! Saw YiHui :) Hahah, had a great time talking to her and walking around. Eh, cool manz. We don't really talk to each other yet we talked for I think near 1hr :D All the best for work, girl!
Trained back to Semb. Initially, had a thought of visiting the library to read. But, feel that it's kinda stupid to go alone. lmao.
Took nap, 4pm-7pm. *pig. LOL &I'm still sleepy x.x

Had a cake cutting session, sang birthday songs and Dad has his birthday wish. Lmao.
Dad: Three of them to be obedient! *every year the same!*
Went off to Geylang for Tian Ji Zhou and ordered other food. My first meal of the day. Zz. After finish eating , it's like 1am near 2am alrdy. Actually, wanted to go for some desserts but they claim that they're bloated and stuffs. Ended up eating BeanCurd and YouTiao :) It's a superb combination anyway! hehehee. Reached home, once my head hits the pillow. My mind was at ease and fall into deep sleep :D

i wish you knew.

2009-12-08T19:44:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Daddy!

Went back to school for meeting.
Did 30weeks plan.
Bought cake and home!
Going somewhere got daddy's birthday dinner I suppose.

Yesterday,071109
Woke up early and went to Cck meet Clarice. Headed down to bb to meet debbie. Bought some food and went up to primary tuition tchr's hse! Ate and chat a lot up there. Although we don't really meet up, we'll still have lots of topic to talk about! Love you girls :D
Went off and headed towards Khatib. Thanks Clarice for the accompany to Marsiling. muahah :) I admit to be dumb. Cuz, initially i got off at Yishun station . Luckily, Yanting Called me up if not I'll be going to the interchange stupiditly waiting for them. Well, so took bus 39 down to paris ris. Thanks Erick for inviting us to the bbq! We had some talk about our NLevels result. LOL.
Thanks Uncle for sending us to admiralty mrt station.
HOME :)

Bye!

ps/ i love darl chen.

i've got a problem

2009-12-05T21:06:00.003+08:00

I'm Taken By The Thought Of It.

Woke up early in the morning. Met Sh at khatib mrt station and headed down to HabourFront, met Jb. Had breakfast, roam around Vivo. Decided to head to Sentosa, and wait for Bok.
We played in the water despite the rain. LOL.
Went for lunch. Played Pool and L4D :]
Dine and home!

Tmrw: Sleep and Slack! :D

You're beautiful

2009-12-04T23:56:00.008+08:00

Today,041109.

Went for activity today! Went to khatib mac and meet Jianboon, SuXin, YingZhi and CheeHong, for a short meeting and had McSpicy for brunch! As usual, stomach upset after McSpicy ! Had fun with the sec1s & 2s for recreational lessons and some talks :) *winkz. HAPPY HAPPY.

MuLan

Caught it with Jb, Bok, Ch and Sh. The show is not bad, just that the duration is kinda long uh.

Kinda touching and stuffs. Story plot is kinda visible lah. LOL.

Thursday, 031109.

Met Tiffany & Kelly and went to AmkHub. Bought tickets for NewMoon,1.45pm show.
Waited for Jwen's arrival while having our brunch in Kpt. Took some photos, look at jwen's blog for photos. Jwen cried! LOL. Went to Koi Cafe and had a cup of milk tea, forgotten what I've drank. Tiffany left for work, Kelly left to i don't know where. Jwen and I trained down to Yishun.

Met Ch at Yishun Mrt, Back to Amk! He got his specs, after much considerations. We decided to catch, Couples Retreat, 9.30pm show. There's still a lot of time left, so went to Macdonalds for dinner cuz it's the fastest place that can efficiently serve the food infront of us. With adequate amount of seats :)

Finally, he got to watch a Nc16 movie. HAHA! It's a super ultra uber awesome movie! Must catch it alright!!! I'd laughed throughout the whole movie! GOGOGOOGO, don't wait!

BYEE.

Sentosa, here I come!

Once you told me who am I,

what about now.

Ps/ Darling, cheerup!

Pss/ Lion, smile!

i just can't help it.

2009-12-02T23:40:00.002+08:00

You're the sweetest drug.

Slept at 3am, woke up at 1pm :) Had Curry Puff and ginko seed dessert for breakfast.
Went to the library. Found a few super funny books!
I even went on and read, how to write a bride's speech :D Few weridoo books, kinda enjoy them :) Had Nasi Lemak for brunch, didn't finish it. Cuz, it's way too oily, yuck. Went back to the library and finish up that Ladies Lip's / Womens Lip's or something one. Forget the title.
Library sure have such weird books, muahahas.
Headed down to jurong, attended funeral.
Did some of my stupid magic tricks to some of my family members. *Yes, dumb.
Alrighto, Gtg.

BYEE.

2009-12-01T21:58:00.002+08:00

Sigh, my phone camera sucks. *rainbow*

A word with a thousand meaning.

Headed down to novena's bookstore. Took bus 980 to BeachRoad.

Had brunch over there! Look around the travel agencies for more information about the packages for overseas trip! Hmm, I think most of them are like entertaining me ! Hey, although I'm only a student, but that doesn't mean that I can't afford an overseas trip or anything. What's more I'm checking out on behalf of idk how many ppl ! Pfft.

After which, went to check out the rifle shop. Cool, there's an officer guarding at the door LOL. Walked down to Bugis from Beach Road, Shopped around there. Decided not to get into any shops, cuz I'm afraid that I'll be tempted to get more things!

Went to Ritz Apple Strudle, YumYum :) Although the shop is kinda small and crammed up It's nice anyways :) Took train and headed towards Bishan.

Tiffany walked passed me for 3 bloody times yet she didn't see me! omg, look at her retarded actions, I laughed like nobody's business!

Train back to Semb! Had dinner at XinWang !

Fyi, It's a splendid place for you to face the walls and draw circles! haaaa.

HOMEDDD !

BYEEEEEEEEE.

Travesty

2009-11-30T23:38:00.002+08:00

Death, definations?

Slept at 3am, woke up at 12noon. Prepare everything, surf the net for awhile.
Off to SunPlaza, Had Egg Prata for brunch :]
Went to library, decorate cards. Read twilight.
Off to funeral.

Going to beach road tmrw! Sigh :(
BYEE.

can you just make things simpler.

2009-11-29T16:21:00.005+08:00

Better, Faster, Stronger.

Slept at arnd 3am and woke up at 11am. Went down to CityHall, Met JianBoon & YuJian :)
Accompanied them to collect the Run Pack. OMG! The people at the counters are really very enthusiastic, they wave like some crazy people, alarmed me. wth! They're cute people anyway! Headed to Marina Square had brunch, Billy Bombers. Fat like pig, superb. Chit Chat :D & home!
Researched on some stuffs for Overseas trip.

Saturday 281109.
Woke up early in the morning, fetched granny to consult the doctor ! Oh, damn cool. Didn't know the polyclinic changed that much. It looks so much better than before, they even provide computers with internet service, FREE! :D I rmb that everytime we went there, we'll need to spend up to 2hrs? This time is only like 1hr, everything got checked up, got the medications and stuffs. Oh, Mummy saw a sitch wrapped up and asked if I want it. * hilarious* I requested for a camera instead. HAHAH! Headed to WestMall's KFC. Mummy's and Granny's cravings for chickennnnns. So decided to try HotPepper Chicken buddy meal, if I didn't get the name wrongly. *i've got short term memory-.- * Headed to Northpoint, Mummy got herself something. Actually, wanted to get a pair of Levis Jeans due to time constrain so decided to get it another day instead :) Train down to Amk Hub. Meet YanTing shortly Aloysius came!
They decided to watch NewMoon. OMG T.T I'm so gonna watch it twice. Hope there isn't thrice or 4x 5x 6x. I'll eventually go berserk. HAHAHA! Slacked around arcade, tried to catch those toys. End product: Failed. Times Up! Went into the theatre, Leon (idk how to spell his name) Joined us. After movie, home!

Friday 271109
Tiffany sark! :(
^ahem you know why.
Practically, i slacked at home.

BYES.
:]

PS/ Darling Chen, ily :) Smilez!

I've never thought it would be this.

2009-11-26T20:22:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
1. Yap JingWen
2. Jessica Song
3. Roger Tay Jia Sheng

May all your dreams and wishes come true. Score well for every papers and subjects you are taking! Realtionships with anyone/everyone to be at the best ! CCA, get whatever medals/ trophies/ positions you can! Better year ahead! ILY :)

Went to lion's house.
Watched 1. Twilight 2.Hitman Reborn
3. guitar and singing song.
Had a great and delicious brunch :) Thanks for the many fishballssssssss !

Tmrw's Public holiday, yet I didn't know! How dumbbb. Haa!

you're my only, don't nd to worry.
even if the sky's falling down.

Didn't Meant to.

2009-11-25T22:14:00.003+08:00

My Girlfriend Is An Agent.

Totally rock! :) It's a must watch!! Hehe. I'm laughing throughout the whole movie! Their fighting skills and actions are damn bloody cute and funny! heh. Sucha cute couple :D

Before watching that movie mention above. I was rotting at home. Meanwhile, I watched Twilight! Finally, I started reading twilight. Ok, don't be stunned. HAHAHAH.
Nat! I'd read :] Hohohoo.
I'm off to watch Ghost Of Girlfriends Past! :D

Cuz When I'm With Him,

2009-11-24T19:43:00.006+08:00

I'm Thinking Of You.

Today, 241109.
Met Natalie at 10.30am. But I was kinda late, Sorry! :(
Trained down to CiyHall and Went to Suntec ! Roam around the place.
Talk talk talk, Walk walk walk, Laugh laugh laugh.
LOL, Finally it's 12noon :) Headed towards Aston and decided to have our lunch there.
That was my brunch! Main purpose, find Mr Chua Soon Huat :D heh.
I feel that Suntec's service is like damn slow. Me and Natalie was like, grumbling!
Hungry hungry! FOOD LA, WLAO! And We've gotten a lousy seating. I think it's becuz we're students. wth? HAH, whatever. Alright, SH gives us the side dishes like feeding pig! Great attempt, I feel like pig after eating my chicken&sausage combo! Unfortunately, I'm unable to upload the photos. Nat's Black Pepper Chicken was covered 3/4 by the fries. LOL!
Alright, headed of the Marina Square. Shopped around, Off to novena. Meet JianSheng with Nat, walked and chat of awhile.
HOME! :) Thanks for the day, Nat !

MONDAY, 231109.
Met Ch at SembawangShoppingCentre!
Had brunch in Aston! He claims that we'll get extra serving ! However, There wasn't! wth. Still, tyvm for the treat. And i love the sausage! :) Saw EdwinYeo, si slacker. LOL. Was disturbing him, and kept asking for his manager to complain about his service and stuffs. HAHAHA!
Then off to Bishan, went to the Sony Service shop and got my SonyPhone. However, I'm going to bit farewell to my SonyPhone. Haha! Saw Tiffany at MFM, chatted for awhile. And Off to bugis. Got his shirt and berms. I got my stuffs! :) Brilliance, ILoveItManz! He headed to Dhouby Ghaut and I headed down o Bishan :)
Met Liyan, KangYiao and Nigel ! Sorry guys for being late. LOL.
Talked to one another and stuffs. Tiffany Came ! :) *happpy happy!* It's been long since we talk to each other face to face hor. Hehe.
Caught: Ranging Phoenix! It's a must watch, heart thumping! :) :) :)
Although it's a action movie. When you're in pain, You'll be more drunk. So it'll boost your power. Fighting more fearsomely. They use hip-hop while fighting too. COOL BANANAS :)

SUNDAY, 221109.
Practically, i rotted at home! Keep telling myself to read twilight, but i was unable to read it! Cuz, i keep procrastinating. okay, I know I suck. HAHAH!
Met Kelly the Red Kokonut, she was late. ZZ!
Caught, Christmas Carol!
Please don't watch this movie. It's really lame. LOL!
But, Kelly got freaked out at some parts of the scene! hahahah :P

PS/ TiffanyHaw ! :D Is this post long enough? wahaha :], (L)
I MUST READ TWILIGHT! :(

all i wanted..

2009-11-21T20:23:00.002+08:00

Happy Family.

Trained down to Kallang with parents. Really enjoyed it, although Dad wasn't driving. I feel a sense of bliss :) We ran across to Grandma's house under the rain together. Held hands while walking. I really hope, every outing we'll be like this, xoxo. Then cabbed down to bugis. When to some shop for brunch, i paid for them! :D hehe. Went to temple and Dad brought Grandma home. While Mummy and me headed down to Tampines1 and shopped. Bought my Titanium band, a flip flop and a BP from NUM :) Thanks Mummy for the slipperrrrs. Ok, damn heart pain to pay for the band by myself! :(

Yesterday, Friday.
Met Kelly for brunch and headed to school. Back for Npcc activity :) Hmm, okay lah. Find the activity funny. Miss them lots. Had dinner at KFC with the current batch of instructors.

Thursday, Went to watch 2012 ! It's a must watch! OMG can! :D hehehehehe.
Duration was 2.5h! Maybe due to the conversation parts bah. But it's a splendid show indeed.
CATCH IT BEFORE IT'S CLOSED!

BYE, Looking forward to all outings! :)

2009-11-18T23:59:00.002+08:00

Freedom. *thumbs up*
However, listless and missing people.

Today is my last day of work. Mixed feelings. Cuz, developed feelings with my colleagues. They're like big sisters and brothers to me! Giving me lots of advise and stuffs. omfg :( Actually, i was suppose to work for 2 more weeks, but rejected that project. Due to my laziness and I only wish to work till end of this month. Well, nvmd. Money can still be earned after my O'levels.

After work, bus down to bugis. First time taking bus33. I was so afraid that I'll lost my way. LOL! Met Bok and JB for Steamboat and Pool! :D
Bon Voyage Mr Grass! heh.

Sayonara.

Always Said, Never Done.

2009-11-14T17:38:00.004+08:00

List of activities that attracts me!
I'll sign up some of the sports &etc, courses after I hv teh $$ :D

Went for Achery course today at SP from morning til 3pm, totally love it!
Ytdy, after work had dinner with nigel.
Thurs, met chad after work and had my Late-Birthday-dinner at Glass-House! Ty :)

Wednesday!
Took off and went out with Grace, ShuTing, Erick, Victor and Edwinh to Sentosa Trip!
Really enjoyed my day! Esp love Chubby Bunny :) A bunch of hilarious yet loving ppl (L) !
Went Aston for dinner. Finally see YanTing. Love and miss her veli beri muchie.

Awaits for 18th dec.
&pay day! LOL :P

Try.

2009-11-10T20:13:00.003+08:00

Cuz, I know it deep in heart.
It'll nvr be the same as before.

Left work early due to constand headaches. Gonna make a bank account tmrw, hope I've got the time! haha. Sentosa Outing tmrw! :) Pray that it'll be a successful and fun one!

I lost all my drives.

2009-11-09T00:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO ErJie! (L)
love you many many! :-*

Happy Birthday to ChangCheeHong !

2009-11-08T21:32:00.001+08:00

Created twitter account, since darling asked me to :)
Be honoured! :P

Something's wrong with my blogskin, damn it :(

2009-11-08T13:11:00.002+08:00

Decorated the place.
Food came.
Guest came.
Entertain myself and kinda them.
Cut the birthday cake, was an early celebration.
Played cards.
Drank and K.O-ed.

Photographer was cool.
Gotta battle with hangover now.
Byeee!

2009-11-06T23:46:00.002+08:00

A Chordophone Concert :)

Went to work alone today, bcuz someone's sick. TskTsk. Alrights, work today was stress at the start then finally at the last few minutes i got my 2CO! Like finally!
After work rushed down to Yck and meet Grace! *muacks* SORRY FOR BEING LATE! :( Didn't know that I'll take such a long time to reach Yck :( Heh, went to NYP with her for the band concert :) Was okay. Thanks Erick bitch for the ticket! I enjoyed my night with Grace ! (L)

Tmrw : Erjie's 21st birthday party!

2009-11-03T20:00:00.003+08:00

Talk Talk Talk Talk !

Went for work interview this morning. Took train down. It's oh my god. I don't know why people like to sit down even though it's their next stops or their stops are like only 2/3 stops away. I think singapore should organise some sqeeuzing contest! Seriously, I think they're really great at sqeeuzing into the trains. The worst part: Passengers have not even get down the train, ppl outside start sqeeuzing up the train! Walao, sui! 1month later, I will be such a pro squeezing up trains lah hor. HAHAHHA. Tired.

BYE.

I've tried. It doesn't seems to make sense to you anyway.
For now, What I've to do is to just stay put right? Zz

2009-11-02T19:57:00.002+08:00

Death Note Marathon
At Erick's house.

Was suppose to meet Erick and MengWee at Admiralty mrt station at 930am. However, I was late so as MengWee. Saw him the min I got into the train from Semb! HAHA. Went to buy tibits and drinks. Walked and up to Erick's house.
Watched, Death Note 1/2 and L' changes the world. LOL. Complete insane man! From 11am - 6pm. Food consumed : Tidbits and Two bottles of drink. Damn fattening! After which played cards and got to see some magic trick. Alvin came only after us watching Death Note2 half way through. Rained and home! :)

Interview tmrw, hope that it'll be successful :D

2009-11-01T20:19:00.002+08:00

So Tell Me How Am I Suppose To Judge You ? :)
what a question.

Slept at 2am this morning. Went arcade with kelly, played sensor and the shooting one. Pretty fun. However, DDR was down :( I doubt that we'll ever have a chance to play it in sunplaza's arcade alrdy. Big Sigh! After which headed down to SSC, had ice-creams from MOF to ease kelly's craving. After which, walked around and bought some stuffs.
Off to bishan and went to service my phone. Walked around and off home!
-Gonna watch HotShot again !
-I'm at episode156 for hitman reborn! T.T sad.

Had tiff with dad yesterday -.-
BYE!

2009-10-31T21:23:00.001+08:00

Oh, Fat Fat Fat Calories.

Met Ch at ChongPang. Bought some stuffs and went to northpoint. While walking down, Erick shouted across the road from his dad's car. LIKE OMG! LOL. Stupid bitch, scare me! Walked around Northpoint trying to decide what to eat. Ended up at Soul Garden, our first trip there. Ok lah not bad. Had waffle before eating there, so yeh. We're full like some bloated pig after all the food that we've stuffed into our mouth. I love scooping ice-cream :D

Actually, was going down to meet my family. However, they claim that they're gonna go home alrdy! Damn it. I'm home since like 4, but they have not even reach home. Time check: 9.44pm. Wth! :(
Seriously, I think I need some workout! Growing fat! lol.
HotShot is here soon! :D

Off to Hitman !

2009-10-30T21:29:00.003+08:00

Ungrateful Brat.

Went work in the morning. Finally end work. LOL, i'm jobless now. HAHA. After that went to meet ShuTing and Eric with Grace. Watched Coraline ! Er, not bad lah. But, i suggest we shouldn't watch 3D, Cuz there isn't much effect leh like normal movie ! LOL. Shopped around and off home !
Gonna rot without job. HAHA.
OHHH YA! I caught two stiches with just $3 ! HAHAHA!

BYE, hitman here i come .

I think I'm sick in the mind,
cuz my thoughts.
No exams equals boredom , wtf?

2009-10-30T10:00:00.004+08:00

~~Anyone interested to be a game facilitator ?~~
From 11-13 nov, at a school in bukit batok $6/h.
Training will be provided on the 3rd and 9th nov and will be paid $6/h !
TEXT ME!!!!!!!!! :)
or, tupidbaby@hotmail.com !
I need to know by tonight 1159 pm, LOL!

2009-10-29T19:32:00.004+08:00

Gotta Get You Memory Outta My head.

Met Grace and Ch at Yishun at 1105am today and headed for work. After which had lunch at Old Chang Kee, never thought that this shop will cater meals. Always thought that it's always selling finger food only, but at raffles places they do sell meals, go check it out! ;)

Headed home. Prepare everything, meet Grace & ShuTing at safra for swim! Okay lah, more of playing only manage to swim a little. I'm sorry! :((((( Overall, it was fun. Was discussing with them the difference btw swimming and running. LOLOLOL. Yeh, ate icecream and headed home!

Yesterday, 28102009.

Had Emaths paper2! Cool bananas, like finally ! MY LAST PAPER! My freedom day. HAHAH :DD

Off to bugis with Ch ! Hunt for his shirt and belt, I think that shirt rocks :D Went for a movie, My sister's keeper. I think the cinema is damn big, i think only 1 out of 100 seats were taken. LOL! Trained home! :)

Don't hide, face it.

2009-10-27T20:39:00.006+08:00

Don't run or hide just, Face it !

Okokokokok, I'm really damn looking forward to tmrw 5pm. Cuz, it mark the end of my paper for this year! LOL, Hope that when I got back my N'level result. I'll thump my fist into the air and jump as high as I can with tears welling up. Awaits for next year april for the o's emaths results too! Awaits for my meal for both n's and o's results. Bleh! :P
Hitman Reborn, rockZzzzz!! Shall cont. with it tmrw, MUAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAAAAA.

Yesterday , 26102009.
Meet Tiffany the bird day girl, collect the curve ruler from her. Train down to yishun and talk a lot a lot while waiting for her marcus. LOL, unfortunately. My Big-Head hp keychain's BODY DROP OFF! Walao, poor thing, from the top down to the basement -.- Had a hard time finding her body :(((( *damn sad, but found it eventually. HEEHZZ* Went to search for Ch's shoe and shirt and everything that he needs lah, lol. This bitch is damn lame when he's bored, ROFLZ!

Alrights, BYEEEEEEE.

PS/ I MISS YOU GUYS :(
Yes, YOU YOU YOU! LOL. The onesss looking at this :DDDD

2009-10-26T00:41:00.002+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday,
To TIFFANYHAW SLOW CLOUD :P
Love you many many, i know u love me too! HAHA!

Happy 17th Birthday,
To ErinaWan Zehjie!
I love you many too! HEHE!

2009-10-24T18:03:00.009+08:00

iLoveTurtles , so cute right! ^

Basically, went to malaysia early in the morning. Hmm, was turned off by some stupid conflict. However, the day ended quite smoothly, i suppose :) I saw lots of things that i like. Hoho, shall buy them if there's another family outing ! :P

Countdown: 2days !
My 2nd sister's retarded face :P & i think i need to trim my hair soon :(

2009-10-23T18:35:00.005+08:00

What You Give Is What You Get.
Nahs, it's not always true.

Hiiiiiiiiiiii! Watched Hitman Reborn til 430am this morning, insane, I know. But, the plot and storyline is getting more and more exciting plus interesting, heart thumping fast when watching! Decided to get back to bed bcuz, I'm suppose to study today! Met HuiYing and had lunch at kfc! :) She's down on sore throat but still we've no place to get our lunch done, no choice so kfc. Oh, I saw many of my primary school mates today, cool. And she happen to know many ppl from my primary school. Headed to BK and studied. Was quite delighted, cuz, we manage to talk a lot despite, this being our first outing, haha! I think my concentration spend do really sucks now. Won't be able to study tmrw, cuz, I'm going to Malaysia. Well, I still think that I won't be able to make through this paper.

ciaoo! off to watch hitman reborn now!
I'm at ep112, hehe!

I WANT SUMSUNG CORBY , ORANGE!
:((((((((((

And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

2009-10-22T19:45:00.006+08:00

I can't imagine. 92 episodes of hitman reborn is equivalent to 2208mins equals to 36.8hrs. OMG, which means i can do roughly around 14 sets of emaths paper for practice!:( HAAA. Still, I'm going to watch it. WAHAHAHHEHEHAH.

sick of planning classouting. sighz. h8 to text the details around when ppl don't give a damn. fuck ._. Sometimes i wonder why my class is not bond as one ? Yah, whatever. TSK :(

2009-10-21T22:15:00.004+08:00

Nobody will notice how far you've fell, They'll only see how far you've progress.
I kinda like this sentence.

Slept at 8pm and wanted to take 1hr nap, Overslept and woke up at 10pm. wtf :(
Okay, my knee cap hurt like fuck now. Bloody :(((((((((((
Oh, hitman reborn is really addictive and getting more and more exciting now :)

2009-10-21T16:58:00.006+08:00

While You're Running Away.
You'll be caught :)

First thing of the day, I felt so stupid. I thought emaths lesson starts at 1110am as usual until jwen called me lessons starts at 8am, like O_O. And I totally forget that there's F&N practical today ! wtf, screw me. Ended up watching HitmanReborn from morning till noon. Had tuition and I feel like slacking now again. I think I'm the worst student. *darn*

I'm off to watch Hitman Reborn again! *

missing sheesha.

2009-10-20T20:34:00.002+08:00

REBORN <3 !

Watched Hitman Reborn till 2am and off to bed :P Woke up in the morning and went for emaths lesson from 1110 - 1220 as usual. I feel so stupid for going to school for just an hour and I've to get back home. Did some maths.
Seems like I'm addicted to Hitman Reborn, MUAHAHHAAH. Alrighto, off to watch hitman again. :P

There's school and tuition tmrw! :( *SIGHZ* OH, 6 days to paper! DAMMIT.

2009-10-19T15:38:00.002+08:00

It's not always rainbows and butterflies.
It's compromise that moves us along.

Hi Babes and Dudes.

Ok, i just feel like leaving blanks.
Watched hitman reborn in the morning and took a 2hr nap. CYL is so fucked up. She dooesn't want to study and is in holiday mood.

2009-10-19T00:41:00.005+08:00

18th oct !

Happy Birthday to Grace! *Many Loves*

Had tuition in the morning from 10 -12. Was rather restless throughout. Watched few episodes of hitman reborn and off for a nap. Meet up with jb at np and off to orchard ! Had a hard time deciding where to eat, cuz he's going to treat me for my bird day meal (LOL). Ended up at thai express. After the meal meet Bok and off for Pool session followed by some photo-hunt. Walked down to bugis from orchard had dessert ! Walked back to Dg and off home! Enjoy the talks in between while walking. (L) Took photo, they were so shy! HAHAH! *so cute!*

2009-10-17T23:59:00.003+08:00

Day Filled With Laughter & Joy :)

Met Kelly, Aloysius and Meng Wee. Had brunch at yoshinoya and off to meet Erick and Yanting at CityHall. Headed towards esplanade and getting ready for the suprise. *quite cool* Waiting for Cora's arrival with LuanYin. WE'RE SWEATING HELL LOADS ! After which we Yanting went off. And, after a period of time we finally decided and went to Kbox to have some fun! We broke two glasses over there , HAHAHAH. Everyone was high and low lah. After which me and jwen went missing, HA! Finally, had dinner. Me and Jwen brought the cake into the place and gave cora and kelly a suprise and sang them both a birthday song. HEHE. Jwen went home. After dinner and eating the cake. We played the tourist and tour guide game. HAHAHA, I almost go crazy being the tourguide. Zz. It's really very fun lah! Loveeees ;)

I am so dead, I hadn't been doing maths recently and I'm having tuition tmrw. DAMN D:

2009-10-17T00:57:00.002+08:00

Happy 14th Birthday , PuanPeiYing!

2009-10-16T22:31:00.010+08:00

Restless.
Went to Jurong East this morning. Woke up damn early. However, there's a heavy downpour, had breakfast instead and went to the JTC summit. Went to work and off to search for presents and off back to work.
Meet Ch after work, nice chat and home! :)
I think I got some eating disorder, barely had meal per day. Tmrw, i will be having more food. LALA

Going watch hitman reborn, had been missing it for the past few days. Yearning for it !

2009-10-15T21:08:00.007+08:00

Shut The Fuck Up.

Firstly, Happy birthday to Kelly. And
Happy belated birthday to Cora;141009!
Love you two alrights!

Went for work today. Wasted my time from 2-5.45 doing nothing ! cuz, it was break.
okay, i'm tired. Didn't watch hitman reborn ytdy, but manage to watch 2episode, today.
Went town with maya and met tiffany w. marc there. Bought what I'm suppose to get and off to bishan met Erick and Victor for movie, tsunami. Quite touching !
*Plan Failed :( *Had dinner and caught Fame with peiying yesterday :)
Agree that TRY is a very nice and meaningful song.

okay, byebye!

2009-10-13T21:27:00.002+08:00

FIVE HOURS OF SINGING! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

Went to school as usual : 1110 - 1220. Weilun came messaging me at 1150 saying that he's on his way to school for emaths lesson ! DAMN FUNNY, then mrs goh say. " tell him I'm going off alrdy" HAHAHAHA.
After emaths went home and wash up. Off to amk :)
Had k-session with darling! (L) 2pm - 7pm!
I think we sang like almost 100songs? 300mins/3min per song. LOL.
SANG : Xiao Jiu Wo 4TIMES! *insane* Hahaha!
Been long since i met her :) LOVEYOU.

Off to watch hitman reborn! LOL.

2009-10-12T19:28:00.002+08:00

HITMAN KAWAII-NEH!
Woke up and watch hitman-reborn before going to school (addictive hur). Hmm, was late for emaths lesson for 10mins. I rush like some bumblebee, sweat like siao. After lesson, went buddy hoagies for lunch. Off - home. Watch hitman reborn. *engross*
There's school from 1110 - 1220 again, boring. Grrr.
Off to watch hitman ! sigh.
Tmrw Tmrw Tmrw! (L)

Life is like a train.
Passengers are friends.
They alight the train as and when they like.

2009-10-11T20:53:00.004+08:00

Didn't meet grassy today ! :X . Ended up watching Hitman-Reborn since this afternoon. hehe. I've finished 12episodes already. wahaha. Okay. Damn cute! :)
Oh-So-Addictive.

going back to school from 1110 - 1220 , so stupid. LOL.

2009-10-11T11:36:00.005+08:00

I remember saying that Tiffany's being 'zibi' watching Chick VS Dick videos. LOL! I'm watching it now! roflz. -don't laugh ! -
will be back! :)